Learning to go with the flow is one of the hardest things I’ve learned to do. I don’t know why it’s hard; it’s not like I plan everything in my life so it should be easier for me, right? Wrong! As I talked to more and more people, I come to realize that I am a little bit of a control freak. I like to control everything and would like to know everything about everyone. When things don’t go my way, I tend to get very depressed and negative. I know that the world doesn’t revolve around me but a girl can dream, can’t she?
As I am learning to go with the flow, I am struggling because my values and beliefs are being compromised with what others want from me or because I don’t want to have any enemies. I don’t know, is it better to be liked by everyone or standing up for what you believe in? Maybe, this is all part of being a grown up. As I am getting older, I am getting more sick and tired of people, even friends.